The Brink of Was
July 24th, 2009 by Hoopleton

“Now I become death, the destroyer of worlds.”
–J. Robert Oppenheimer, 1945.
Lately I’ve been tortured by the seeming putridity of American culture. Why is it that we’ve become so selfish? So egotistical? So self-absorbed? So hateful? Whether speaking of politics, business, religion or the common interactions of everyday life, we exist in a society increasingly devoid of courtesy, decency and humility. Enron, Worldcom, Bernie Madoff, the sub-prime mess, every case representing the sacred belief that it’s every man for himself. Twitter, Facebook, Myspace, reality TV. We are obsessed with instant fame, with self-worship. Fuck what you have to say, read my comments, look at my pictures. Me, me, me. Forty years ago things were hardly perfect, women lacked rights, segregation reigned, but most people knew their neighbors. All service was full service. The customer was always right. Now we have self-checkout lanes at the supermarket and gated communities to keep the rabble out. The streets are drowning in tension and violence. Makeshift mass murderers slaughter entire schoolhouses, office buildings, churches and community centers. Our political leaders auction off their integrity to the highest bidder in a frenzy never before seen while our religious leaders rage for the blood of gays, Muslims and Jews. We all seem to suffer from the symptoms of some undiagnosed disease. Anxiety runs high. Small gestures seem absent. People practically bowl eachother over when walking down the street. A billion hands clawing at the walls and all there is to do is climb the bodies higher and higher pushing down anyone brazen enough to get in the way.
But why? What is the cause of this malady? Why do things seem to be getting worse?
America has always been a whore. We’re cheap. Walking billboards with price tags sown in. Since the founding of this great nation we have committed unspeakable acts of genocide and destruction. We took a land of vibrant beauty and paved a wall-to-wall strip mall in its place. We’ve commodified everything from our most sacred belief systems to the air we breathe. Whereas once we built great public works and exported idealism now we stand an indebted shill, arms broker to the world, an empire on the brink of collapse. Our turn in fortune is of our own making, a natural and expected result of our greed. As the ship sinks we scramble for the life rafts, women and children be damned. And yet it’s not as simple as all that. Our social morality began to collapse long before our dominance on the world stage.
In the 1950’s the generation that would elect Kennedy and usher in an era of social upheaval came into adulthood. Writers like Ginsberg, Kerouac and Mailer, comics like Lenny Bruce and Mort Sahl, musicians like Miles Davis all rose out of the fires of global destruction to deconstruct a social order they saw as rigid and false. Academics like Alfred Kinsey and Marshall McLuhan challenged basic perceptions of human relationships and our trajectory as a species. Feminism, civil rights, revolutionary politics, concepts of decency, social order and basic rights. In film, music, literature, journalism and art. On every front everything was reexamined. Everything was taken apart. The world as it was didn’t make sense anymore. The old order had to be usurped. In every case these luminaries, these revolutionaries, were reacting to one and the same thing: an America brimming with unlimited prosperity while standing on the precipice of complete annihilation.
The generation that gave us the Beats and modern Jazz was the first to come into maturity under the shadow of the nuclear bomb. Cities melting into the ground, billions torn from flesh and bone, the eradication of civilization, the apocalypse alive in stark reality, one act of madness away from fruition. And so every generation since has come into the world with a gun cocked and pointed to the head. Aware, whether consciously or not, that the end of all things is omnipresent and inevitable. The social transformation of the 1950’s and 60’s was necessary, vital. The lessons learned over those decades invaluable, but unfortunately incomplete.
Today there are some 20,000 active nuclear weapons in the world, of which about 7,000 are on hair trigger alert, ready to be launched within fifteen minutes of an order to do so. The largest of these weapons have a yield of some 50 megatons (which equates to a single warhead having the destructive power of 50 million tons of TNT). The system is called deterrence. The idea is that under the threat of complete global destruction no country would ever risk unleashing their nuclear arsenal. Yet conventional wisdom states that if you build a thing you must use it. And so we live with a knife at the throat, waiting, ready, expectantly for the final blow. This insane system, peace at the barrel of a gun, is, as it has been for fifty years, defended as the only way to avoid large scale conflict. When this stark raving mad concept in global diplomacy is understood and compounded further by the looming specter of climate change, the stifling problems of overpopulation and imperial collapse, is it really that hard to see where our society is headed?
A reality of our own making. The battle of Armageddon that a growing segment of our population would welcome with utter glee. An America in which we stand, as James Thurber once wrote, “not on the brink of war, but on the brink of was,” where basic human decency, civic duty and compassion are sacrificed on the alter of instant gratification and decadence. The me society. America has always been a whore, capitalist ideology run wild, greed as divine right, but now more than ever growing over fifty years strong there is the presumption that even if our actions have consequences we won’t be around long enough to face them. Live for today no matter the cost because tomorrow will never come.
In this same sense it’s easy to understand why so many have pinned such unrealistic hopes on Barack Obama, as they so desperately, hungrily crave, need a savior to lead them out of the dark. Ironically, despite our certainties of destruction we cling to hope. Despite our momentary lack of empathy and compassion we remain good people, or at the very least we hope to be good again. We just can’t make sense of the world right now. The end is coming soon. In our despair we become inhuman. Murderers, rapists, thieves, megalomaniacs. We embrace what is easy. We consume and allow ourselves to be consumed as our only means to cope.
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